Yeah yeah.. mi tang = honey, yue liang = moon!! Finally, we are planning for our honeymoon! Woohoo! You can't imagine how thrilled and excited I am, over this.. It's like a little girl's fantasy all come true.. We are going to spend a white christmas in New York with Er Jiu Jiu and family!! Woho..
New York City, the dream of dreams, here we come on 20 Dec!!!
You know, I've been doing some thinking recently... Yeah yeah, maybe I am too boliao in my free time so I ended up in thoughts when I should be studying or doing my tests or cleaning the house.. HAHA.. Anyway, do you realise how 99% of my blog entries are about happy things?
Well, if I don't remember wrongly, there were only 2-3 entries where I blogged about me being sad.. Not to mention the ishi entries, because that was one of the worst moments of my life..
That aside, I realised I seldom talk about sad or gloomy things. Is it because I really lead an extremely happy life? Or is it because my optimism made me overlook all the silly and sad things in life? Or is it because I forget every hurt that's been cut into my heart because it heals quickly? Or is it because I simply do not want my friends and relatives to worry when they read my blog, which is why I don't talk about sad things, which in the end defeats the real purpose of a blog which is to be true to yourself?
Well. It's not that I don't have tears or I can't feel sadness. I do!! I'm an extremely sensitive and emotional being which jw knows fully and truly well. A simple action he does can make me laugh like mad, and a simple sad scene from a show can make me cry like no tomorrow. Well. I dunno why. The richness of emotions.
It's not that life is perfect in Sweden. It isn't. We do have our silly bickers once in awhile like any other couple, even though it may be extremely seldom like once in a month. I still do feel sad at times when I think about the badminton girls and my family. And studying does get boring at times too and I feel like throwing everything aside.
So to be honest, life ain't perfect and it will never be.
That said, today, I still wanna stand proudly and announce that I'm a lucky girl who can't count her blessings enough. Yes yes. I do feel that I am very xing fu, contented and happy with my life now. Because I have always been a simple-minded girl (or so I would think) with not much ambitions about the future nor do I desire to earn tonnes of money and live in a huge house and have maids to look after me. All I need is a loving husband, a loving mummy, a loving daddy, and in future, a child for me to love. So I've found three of them. Why shouldn't I be happy? =)
Which is why you will still see many more happy blog entries from me. Keke.
Life is simple. Don't ever see life as complicated because then you will overlook and miss all the joy and goodness that you can enjoy.
Ta-dah!!!
~Summer~ 10:38 PM
My name: Summer Goh Yun Shuang
My wish: To lead a life with no regrets..
My belief: Life is beautiful & always full of hope.. Quote of the season: A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for...