Dear Icebaby left us on 18 march. No warning, no nothing. After a full breakfast somemore. Somehow in the afternoon, it was found sprawled across the cage. No motion, no life. No more.
Yeah I wasn't at the scene cos our wabbits have been staying in jw's house and are being taken care of by his ever so patient parents. So, I didn't even get to see the last of it. Sorry Baby.
Thanks for the 4 years you've been with us. & also giving us Sugar (Ice and Honey's daughter). I'll always remember you for the below..
1) How adorable you looked when we first bought you. White, tiny, shy. You were trembling when we first brought you back to hall and met honey.
2) How horny you always were and would pounce on honey whenever you had the chance to and kept chasing after her.
3) How we saw you climax the one time you pounced successfully on honey and you actually turned into STONE for a few seconds and fall on your back before you recovered again.
4) How you hated baths and how we would carry you to the sink on blk 32 and bathe you with the tap. How you always shiver and shake the water off you after the bath.
5) How you would always cross your legs with honey when you were tired after your run around the room and two of you would rest side by side.
6) How greedy you can be when it comes to food and how you love the banana pellets and carrots. You were never ever full!! and even will snatch honey's and sugar's food.
May you rest in peace.. Remember that even if we do not show it, we do love you alot...
Sighhhh.. Instead of being $10K richer, I'm now $15 poorer. Gei kiang go buy 8238 Two Big Two Small and even permutate. HAHA. Luckily the 4D shop at International Plaza closed down if not I would have gone and buy more numbers like 0211 (our Sengkang blk number), 2114 (cos our blk is 211D) etc when I passed by yesterday. LUCKY. All never tio (aka strike).
So I conclude I have no 4D luck. Jw's mum won $120 though. Cos she bought 0823. (our unit no. is #08-238). Right on target. 0823. Dun even need to permutate. There you go. Some people just have the luck, while some people just don't.
Guess I shall concentrate on working hard to earn $$ instead of hoping for a windfall. But then again.. I am so tempted to buy 8238 again for this Sat & Sun..
Bull's Eye!! Keke.. yeah yeah.. praying hard that 8238 opens first prize in tmr's 4D!!! Keke. Why ley, you might ask? This is a number that's going to be very special to me. Cos' it's the unit no. for our future house in Compassvale Beacon! Woohoo. Finally we got our house. #08-238. Sounds not bad rite? Though we were quite far back in the queue. So after our 6th or 7th try in HDB application, we finally managed to get a not-bad unit and settled our accommodation. =) Oh well. There goes the $2K deposit. Am praying hard for 4D luck! Wahaha. Let us earn back the money since we are already very leong from all the ROM and wedding matters liaoz. Tou jiang here I come!! Huat ah. Er jiang also not bad lar.
Anyway the HDB will only be completed in 2013. So for now, we have lotsa time to discuss on how we wanna renovate it. Keke. The floor area is tiny lor, 93 square metres compared to jw's current hougang flat of 121 square metres. But well, guess all new flats are like that. Tiny Singapore, tiny flats, tiny rooms, tiny toilets, tiny kitchens. But well. It's still an upgrade for me for me. Keke. Esp I've been staying on the 2nd storey for as long as I can remember. Nice for a change bah. =) Jw is elated that we finally got the flat too. Though his parents had suggested for us to take over the Hougang flat since it's bigger and they will sell to us cheaply. Well well. I'm fine with anything. So long as we end up staying happily under one roof. =) So long as we have a place called home, a place to return to, a place filled with love and laughter.
Woooo. Finally saw xuanxuan and yuheng again. =) Jw's niece and nephew. We were so very rowdy at HDB Hub yesterday, but yeah they are still as adorable as ever. =p Xuanxuan is already calling me shen shen now. No more JIE-JIE. so sad. Makes me old. I will secretly correct her and ask her to still call me jie jie. Wahaha. For awhile lar. Let me zi shuang. =)
A farewell dinner for Weijie before he returns to Aust for this studies.. Woohoo.. There was a total of 17 of us who turned up! (boyfrenz included =p) If only all 4G gatherings had such good attendance.. Keke.. We had a yummy dinner at Waraku, played pool, had a good long chat at Hong Kong Cafe and listened to alot of Weijie's stories.. Plus, haz picked seashells wif mi before the dinner, and when playing pool, the gals and some of the guys also helped me to fold origami.. wahaha.. and weimin was saying now i fold origami for a beach theme (seagulls, cranes, dolphins, fishes, swams), next time his wedding will be African jungle.. Wahh.. fold tigers and lions and giraffes.. HAHA.. diana say hers will be INSECTS.. haha.. funny harrr.. =)
Till the next 4G outing.. AHS sports class rulezzzz.. =)
Haha. Jus this morning, i was talking about reading on holly and gerry on the train to work. Throughout the day, i was reading the book whenever i had the chance. I showed my colleagues, janice n elv, my newly bought book and told them i will lend them after i'm done. On bus 39 from yishun to tampines, i was also reading it non-stop. Till i was left wif the last chapter, i stepped into my room. Only to see a parcel on my desk, n i know at once it's jw's gift for me.
Excited n eager, i ripped off the hard cardboard that says amazon.com, not knowing what i'm gonna find inside. Well. It's a hard cover book. Author cecilia ahern. Yeah. You're right. The title happens to be 'PS. I love you'. Wow. It made me tear. It made me hug it close to my heart. It made me miss junwei even more. It made me feel loved as i read my last chapter using this book. Yeah, i'm spoilt for choice, suddenly. *winks*
Thank you dear. It's a beautiful present. Love it. But guess wad? I got mine at half price of yrs, and it has hilary swank on the cover. Wahaha. But of cos, i like yrs better. Dun doubt me on dat. Hee. I promise I'll read it again n again in future. In our future. Lalala. How blessed i am to have you. Wan an!
On my work to work today, i saw a little sparrow lying motionless on the pavement. (Neh, birdie ain't in the pic, so dun bother to hunt for it). From far, i din know wat it was till i got a closer look. The tiny fellow was lying flat on the ground, head bent towards its body, eyes shut tightly. Obviously, there was no sign of life. Looked pretty depressing to me. Esp when i realised there's a pool of blood beside it. So, the tiny creature bleeds like all of us. I jus hated but yet couldn't help imagining wad had caused it to end up lidat.
Jus when i was saying my silent prayer for it to rest in peace n blaming myself for the lack of courage to give it a proper burial, i saw a bike riding towards it. The cyclist wasn't aware of the litte bird, n jus when i was shouting inside, "No, pls dun let it happen!", he narrowly missed it n avoided adding on to its pain. If, it still felt any pain. Poor little sparrow. How helpless it is in life. Ain't birds supposed to be carefree and dat the sky belongs to them? Well, guess they hav their own share of worries too. Rest in peace, little one.
It's a rainy morning n i'm now standing in the crowd on the train. Time to hit my book. Guess the title? Haha. Yeah. You're right. Holly and Gerry are back. P.S i love you.
No one sells seashells on the seashore.. =) and it's much too expensive to buy from Spotlight or Popular, and most importantly, it's so much more sincere and meaningful if I pick the seashells myself..
So there I was, at ECP picking up every seashell and nice stone that crossed my eye.. It was quite a test of reflexes and eye power, because the tide was quite high and you gotta be fast if not your shell gets washed away.. Keke.. I drank sea water somemore and my bum was all wet because the water keeps splashing up! But boy, it was fun. Hehe. Thanks to Haz and Huimin for the wonderful company and the memories. Esp Huimin, who got drenched with me yesterday in the rain but nonetheless didn't grumble and continued the hunt for the seashells. She had foresight and even brought an orange umbrella along and we used it to cover our bags and belongings. Keke. The little umbrella kept getting blown away by the wind somemore and huimin had to chase after it, so farnie!
Some people might think I am a little crazy as to do sooooo many things just for a ROM.. esp when jw is not around, why do I work so hard and try so hard for? The answer is very simple actually. I don't do it purely for him or me or us, I do it so as to capture some wonderful memories of my life, esp when it involves my beloved frenz. Even if the ROM doesn't work out the way I planned it to be, I think I will still be a happy person. Because at least I've tried, and I've with me some precious memories that will not be erased. I think... memories are the best gift of life.. =) Yes, I'm too sentimental sometimes, but don't ask me to change.. that's the way I am and I intend to let it stay this way.. Keke..
Thanks to the jie meis and dear frenz who were willing to pick up art & craft lessons again and contribute to my origami collection to decor our chalet. Hehe. I especially like sisi's origami - cranes, seagulls, ball, fei biao, box, dolphins, so many of them! With eyes drawn nicely somemore. Effort sia. Really touched by that. To be honest, I can finish the whole project by myself wifout involvement from frenz (well, obviously you will see much lesser animals larrr), but it's precisely becos of their involvement that makes me feel so xing fu and confident of making the event a success. It's like, every origami is a gift of love from these beloved frenz, and together, they form an ocean of love and friendship like no other. It will be so sweet and blissful to see their gifts of love all around the chalet. Keke. Thanks to Angie, Ian, Yijia, Weimin, Weijie, Yongsiang, Daniel for all the animals and paper aeroplanes too, and of coz, my beloved bunch of jie meis. How will I survivie without you all.. =)
Wish jw was here to enjoy the moment with me. Don't you miss the galas, dear? Keke. Tata!!
~Summer~ 4:44 PM
My name: Summer Goh Yun Shuang
My wish: To lead a life with no regrets..
My belief: Life is beautiful & always full of hope.. Quote of the season: A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for...