Yoohoo, here's my newest video of Angel specially made for her turning 1 year old. I love the song, you like it? I love seeing her laugh and singing blabber too. =) 

Actually, it's not that being a mum is always smooth-sailing, though my videos are always happy. Like these few days, my baby who used to eat 3 bowls of porridge every day has started rejecting food. She refused to open her mouth when I wanna feed her despite I tried and tried. Played games, used fruits/yoghurt/biscuits, watched Barney, sang cuckoo songs, somehow she just didn't want to eat her porridge or macaroni. All she wanted was her biscuits or yoghurt or just fruits. It was really a drastic change because she had such a good appetite all along and was always always so easy to feed.

So, despite me telling myself to keep my cool, there were times when I felt frustrated and even shouted at her and hit her hand when she spat out the food. I of cos regretted it because I always tot I'm a patient person and I dunno why I lost my cool. Anyway, I realised I just need to be even more patient with her. It's a learning process not just for her, but for me as a mum too.

So, you see, I have my downs too, just that I don't usually say it or write it down. I just think that they are not as worth remembering as the ups, though I tell myself I need to learn from every lesson. So, I only included happy things, happy moments, happy times in my videos and my pics. Life should be simple and happy, shouldn't it? Sometimes people are the ones who make themselves miserable, not life.

To my baby, hope you'll regain your big big big appetite soon because mummy is scared you won't get enough nutrients! I love you and I hope you had great fun on your 1st birthday! Huggzzz and Happy 12th Months!! =)