I've been sleeping so much recently that it amazes me. Maybe I am making up for my owl night life last time in Singapore. I remember how my friends used to chide me for sleeping so late and so little. I could go to bed at 4am and wake to go to work at 7plus just when the sun rose. And though I had teaching on Sat early mornings, many of my fridays were spent out with friends till wee hours and somehow, I would still drag my feet to work after that. A super unhealthy lifestyle, I would say. Haha.
So, after coming to Sweden, I ditched the habit of sleeping on average 5-6 hours everyday. And now it's back to a healthy 8 hours a day, or sometimes even 10hours. Which is alot, I feel. Nearly half the day spent on sleeping.
Anyway, I have been putting off alot of work these two weeks. Lost my motivation to work on my thesis, which is normal, BUT even my jap! Aiyohhh. Whyzz. I dunno. Just felt like putting everything aside. Whenever I tried to do work, I would end up on the bed in my dreams or end up playing games on Facebook. Wahaha. The only thing me and jw did was to send out surveys and did some interviews. But I admit I could have, and should have done more. After all, we need to hand up half of the thesis this weekend! HALF! And all I have now is the title page. Wahaha. I so need to put my brain together pretty soon. But goodness knows even how or where to start, I'm just so clueless.
But well, everyone procrastinates, right? Wahaha. It's such a hard habit to get rid of. I keep reminding myself that the thesis is the last hurdle for me and jw, and if I do it well, we will both pass the mba course, and that to me is a miracle! But if we fail, we forsake all our efforts for the past 9 months. So I can't let that happen. Easy said, right?
I played the piano for a few hours just now. I watched the movie 21 on the comp. I searched for piano scores online. I played Spot the Difference. I took a longgg bath, been long since I used the tub. I took out my jap textbook but it's still here, unopened. I am so unprepared for my lesson tmr, for the first time. Haha. I love jap! And I still love it! I just need to get over this fatigue, somehow. Keke.
So dear is not around to cheer for me tonight. I shall cheer for myself. Waha. Shuang Shuang jia you jia you jia you!!!
~Summer~ 5:18 AM
My name: Summer Goh Yun Shuang
My wish: To lead a life with no regrets..
My belief: Life is beautiful & always full of hope.. Quote of the season: A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for...