Friday, November 28, 2008
Kall och ensam means cold and lonely.. I think this describes me well tonight.. =)
Why cold? Because it's under zero degrees outside..
Why lonely? Because jw is out of town for these two days and I am on my own to do the following:
- to eat (I ate sushi and lor mai gai)
- to drink (I drank milo and plain water)
- to watch tv (which I didn't since he's not around to watch the dramas/movies together and it's no fun watching alone)
- to pom pom (yes, I did bathed)
- to cook (no one for me to cook for, and it defeats the purpose of me cooking)
- to do my teaching materials alone (not that he will help me do it, but I always show him after I print out the stuff to share my excitement. Well. No one around tonight to see my word cards and the homework I did for the kids)
- to zzzzz.. (shuang shuang doesn't like to sleep alone.. esp. when it's on a cold cold nite..)
Perhaps it's good that I had Jap lessons from 10am all the way to 5plus including my lectures and project work, with small breaks in between. So it kinda kept me occupied just doing the homework and online tests, attending the classes and having discussion with my coursemate. Btw the replacement teacher today spoke like the Japanese bullet train. Whoooosh. Really couldn't understand much. Plus every week there are so many new vocabs to memorize. My memory is failing me. Muz ganbatte ne....
Oh, and being alone reminds me of the times in S'pore when I was doing the wedding planning and staying up till 2plus almost every nite to do the wedd videos and all. SO, I decided to start doing a video for my beloved jie meis as a prezzie for X'mas this year since I won't be back for any gift exchange. Boohoo. Yeah yeah, i love doing videos!! But real simple ones lar. =) Sure hope they will like it and hope I can finish it before i fly for NY.
Well, guess I gotta get used to being alone. Jw said next year onwards he will be out quite often and I might be alone for weeks. Arggghhh. It's just so different being alone, and being with another person you love so much. Hope he comes back safe and sound. Miss ya dear!!
Cherry blossom! One day, I will visit you in Japan.. hehe..
~Summer~ 6:24 AM