The moment has finally arrived. Less than 3 hours ago, I bidded farewell to Junwei at the airport. It's a long goodbye this time, for I really dunno when's the next time we will see each other.
There were so many of his colleagues and frenz who came to send him off, and alas we didn't really get to talk much. One last hug, one last kiss, and there he goes. I saw his mummy cry uncontrollably, seeing her son walk through the gates. I felt sad, but I had promised myself I wouldn't tear, and yes, I didn't. Not a single drop.
Huimin said the tears will come later, and the pain will hit me when I'm alone. It's a good thing she came to the airport too, for it always feels better to have your best friend be beside you in times like this. We went for supper at Simpang Bedok, and chatted just as usual.
Now that I'm all alone in my so messy room (cos I brought back 99% of my belongings from jw's house), I think I'm gonna survive this one year of singlehood well. =) I wanna be a strong and independent gal, and if you know me, I think I can do can't I?
Here's a list of what I'm going to do. Might be ambitious, but I'm gonna try.
1. Learn to cook! I hope my first prezzie for jw when he comes back will be a good hearty meal all cooked by myself. He's gonna be so proud of me.
2. Watch drama serials/movies Next up will be Zhuan Jiao Yu Dao Ai, by Xiao Zhu and Da S. Have been wanting to watch it for long. Of coz, finally I can watch all the DVD movies that we've bought for so long. Hehe. Dramas are such a good way to kill time.
3. Start an exercise regime! Been months since I hit the gym. Darn. Waste my membership fee. Gonna start exercising regularly, be it dance, gym, blading, badminton, tennis blah blah. Be a fitter gal when jw comes back. I have realised slim IS NOT equal to fit, and I'll much prefer the latter.
4. Catch up wif old frenz I'm sure I'll have alot of time to do this, but I only hope my frenz will be free to meet up wif me. Wahhaa. Time to catch alot of you whom I haven't seen for almost a year since grad. Let's go for dinner or chill!
5. Spend more time wif dearest mummy Been almost 5 years since I stayed at home. Gonna spend more time, especially on Sundays wif my mummy. Hope I can go to the market wif her, and juz talk to her more and maybe teach her how to use the comp! Of coz, now that jw is gone, me her and popo can only play 3 kah mahjong. Hope my da sao will come join us. Hehe. Gal power!
6. Read more books Yeah I just went to the library on Monday. Been long since the last visit too. Wanna pick up the good habit of reading once more and borrow some interesting novels or learn some useful knowledge. I wanna learn Jap too, if if time allows. Wahaha.
7. Work hard in OMD Not that I've been slacking, but I'm gonna put my heart and soul into my job and really hope I can gain useful experience from it all. Leela told us to be prepared for a hectic time starting this week and much as I dread the long hours, I also welcome the challenge and hope it turns out to be a positive experience.
8. Pack my messy room Right, this is an of course thing to do, but you really can't imagine the mess I have in my room now. It's like history repeating itself once more and I'm reminded of when I just shifted back from Hall 6. I foresee I already ran out of storage space, so goodness knows how I'm gonna do it, but I AM GOING TO CLEAR THE MESS.
Alrite, that's all I can think of now. it's 3am and I gotta work tmr but I'm so happy I got the internet working and web cam working. Woho. Junwei will touch down tmr, I hope everything goes well for him. Till the next time we meet, I'll cherish the very last goodbye kiss that we had... Bye dear!!
~Summer~ 2:37 AM
My name: Summer Goh Yun Shuang
My wish: To lead a life with no regrets..
My belief: Life is beautiful & always full of hope.. Quote of the season: A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for...