Have you ever had one of those days when everything just seems to go wrong no matter what you do?
I did. I think just last month I had one. Where I somehow cut myself thrice in a row and was also accident prone regardless of how hard I tried to avoid them.
And well, today was a sad and bad day for me too. Because I stupidly caused Angel to suffer a big fall. (Again! Her first time was an accident in a friend's house when she fell from the masterbed, head down to the floor. Today was her second BIG fall). Well, she toppled over her high chair and fell head down to the floor today. It's quite a distance, you know. Goodness knows why I left her there for awhile like that and it happened. My heart sank when I heard the loud "Pong".
Although they always say kids must fall down so as to grow up, but I can't help but feel angry at myself and regretful of my carelessness. It wouldn't have mattered if I was the one injured, but not my baby.
Sigh. I know I shouldn't blame myself too much, and that things like this happen all the time, right? Let's just say I feel heartache when I saw her lidat, knowing that it was my fault. She still called Mama, still kissed me, still hugged me after that when she recovered. Phew. That just made me relieved but yet wanna cry inside me.
Alrite. That's all for the day. Just never ever think "That will not happen", because it usually does when you least expect it. I'm sorry, baby! Mummy will try to do a better job next time!
~Summer~ 4:35 AM
My name: Summer Goh Yun Shuang
My wish: To lead a life with no regrets..
My belief: Life is beautiful & always full of hope.. Quote of the season: A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for...
